seasons.Breathe. Take deep breaths. You've seen him countless times before, today being no exception. You know the drill. You know this all too well, so why do it to yourself? You'll get this feeling, this nervousness if you will. You'll want to call it off because you're torn between anxiousness and anxiety; two very different things according to you. You'll want to see him more than anything in the world and at the same time, you feel the longer you go without looking into those eyes, the better. You'll convince yourself this is true and want to somehow get out of the night. Suddenly, you know he's getting closer to you and you can almost feel him. Finally. He's coming to you and only you. The undying want will overcome the fear. Warmer. Now you're feeling warmer because he's coming closer... but this is nothing new, it's the same old repetitive pattern. The only one that still gets you everytime. Warmth is entering you, and the life you temporarily lost is now penetrating slowly back into y
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